Hard day

I’m having a rough day. My husband is giving me the silent treatment because last night I got upset that I couldn’t sleep because the sprinklers were going off every 20 mins at midnight. I woke him up because I was so frustrated and felt sick to my stomach ontop of it.

He literally is Just ignoring me and just went to pick up dinner and asked our 8 yr old if she wanted anything but didnt ask me if I wanted anything.

I’m feeling really depressed today and I keep thinking about the baby I lost halfway through pregnancy last April. I have no real friends either. Im a sahm and my husband makes me feel like a horrible mom sometimes when it’s all I do and have as a person.