Trying to stay positive

Mi

I’m currently 9DPO and think I ovulated CD18/19. I’ve been cramping for the past 5 days and yesterday I just felt the chills like AF was going to come any day. Today that feeling intensified and that all too familiar solitary feeling of TTC hit me again. Venting helps me feel better and I know all of you are going through such frustrating journeys yourselves. As I write this I’m feeling the chills go down my arms and back. I’m going to hold out until Sunday which would be 12DPO to test if AF doesn’t show up by then.