No orgasm for 7 years

Em

I’ve been with my husband for 7 years in total. He’s never made me orgasm before. I’ve been faking it for 7 years just to make him feel good to turn him on even more. Idk what it is…. The sex is mind blowing (sometimes) … mainly when he goes ham downtown. Maybe that’s why I’m always so freaking horny…. Because I’m never satisfied. I orgasm with a vibrator (he doesn’t know I used to own one). He’s also not open at all with toys. Ugh