I can’t do it

I’m postpartum 3 days and I’m trying to breastfeed but he is hurting my nipples so bad and just in general I can’t do it.

I’m thinking how he will be waking up so often that I will not have energy for my 20 month old.

Now I have help thru night but what to do when she goes.

My first one was formula feed so I was trying with this one to breastfeed but it is difficult

😩😔