WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!😢😭

So I’ve been with my Significant other for 8 months now. Our relationship is very I would say complicated. He has multiple children mothers (4) and 7 children. He was married for 5 yrs and recently filed for a divorced. With his ex wife he has 3 children the way. They messed around in the mist of their separation and the beginning of us talking. He has been honest from the beginning and we have been communicating on what to expect when the baby get here. I’m torn because I know he wants to make it work with me and that he loves me. Is it stupid that we have been trying to conceive? Is it stupid of me to be hopeful that we can make it as a couple considering what it look and feels like? Has anyone been in this situation before that can share their experience???