Fight over food, am I being selfish?

To premise, yesterday my husband and I had a long conversation. He stood in front of me in a hallway and wouldn’t let me leave while he said what he wanted to say. Later on in the day he apologized. I just found out this week my cousin who sexually abused me his grandfather attacked about 7 girls in our family.

I’ve been triggered, stressed, and holding on to the fact that my mom who I haven’t seen in a year was visiting. She’s left today, so I’ve been sad.

My husband said he was looking forward to taking my moms chicken noodle soup to lunch tomorrow, I know it’s a small thing, but I told him I really wanted to have my moms soup. I’ve been really stressed and I never take leftovers for myself, my husband usually takes it all to work. But with my moms soup, I really wanted it.

I told him I had made a vegetable and ground Turkey soup he could take instead with my homemade bread, but he called me selfish for telling him I wanted my moms soup.

Like what the hell I serve everyone else all the time, and I’ve been trying to stand up for myself lately and I decided I wanted the soup, and then he kept saying I was selfish and he’s left the house.

Am I just crazy or is this really wrong?