So I am 4 weeks 5 days pregnant. I am on the methadone clinic for heroin addiction, haven’t done heroin in a long time. But still smoke meth daily. Since I found out I was pregnant I’ve tried weaning myself down as much as possible. Baby dad is also a meth addict, but doesn’t think he is because he can get clean at any point from what he says. And he doesn’t want to get clean. He’s a piece of Shit to me honestly. Everyone I know says I should get rid of it, but I really don’t want to, I want to keep it, tomorrow is my first apolointment. I just believe everything happens for a reason. Idk I’m just really terrified and need some advice. I’m very very scared and confused and don’t now what to do. Also this is my first baby. Please send some advice. I feel like I’m about to lose my mind.