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So, today I relapsed after almost 4 weeks clean. Not a lot, but still something I that made me proud of myself. I have not so visibly and Big scars because I tend to do it in one place. My biggest still hearing scar is on picture 1, on my knee. I hate myself, I feel so weak; after any little inconvience I do it again and again and Again. I hate to dissapoint people whom I told it about when they see the new scars. Why am I like this? Any alternatives dont work. I have DEFENETLEY MORE scars than I posted here, but theyre not as Big and not as visible due to Time passing but I dont think that is very important. If youre curious, Yes I got stitches on my knee.