Sudden death of my 3 year old

Becky • BFP on 2 May 17 ❤ expecting baby number 1 on 9th Jan 18 actual birth date 01.01 18 👶🏻❤️ 👼my little girl died 23 July 21. 👼 TTC baby no.2.

My beautiful daughter Melody passed away unexpectedly in July. I used this app when TTC we were all so happy when she was born in 2018.

She had a sleepover at my mums house and she never woke up from the night. We still don’t know why she left us or what happened. I’m still waiting on a cause of death. Paramedics got a heartbeat at the scene but after several hours of bravely fighting we were informed that she had no brain activity.

I’m feeling empty and lost. My girl is gone forever and I don’t know why. How do I go on without her. She was my only child, my miracle and I was so happy. I miss her so much. How do I carry on it hurts so much. It’s an agony I have to live with every day.

I don’t have anyone to talk to about this, I don’t know anyone who has been through this. Please help me understand how to cope with losing her I would appreciate any advice on how I move forward.

Thank you