I’m just gonna sum up everything into one post…

The past few weeks have been such an emotional roller coaster. I found out I was pregnant last month. I took 4 HPT and they were all strong positives. While waiting for my first prenatal appointment (I would’ve been 8 weeks) I started spotting then bleeding during my 7th week. I tried to be hopeful since it wasn’t heavy bleeding and I didn’t have any painful cramps. When I finally went to my appointment my doctor was so kind and congratulated me and even gave me a starter package. I really had high hopes, but during the US she couldn’t see anything. She had me go do some blood work to check my hCG levels. The next day I was told that my levels were really low so they wanted me get it checked again the next day. Well that day is today and I was just emailed my results and my levels dropped by half. So I can officially say that I suffered my second miscarriage (my first one was a chemical back in November 2017 at 4 weeks) Now I’m just waiting for the phone call from my doctor to hear what she has to say.

As of right now I just don’t know how to feel. I just feel like im going through all the emotions. I know I shouldn’t blame myself since miscarriages just happen but I just can’t help to think what if I did something differently. Im 35 and I just wanted to give my daughter a sibling before I get to 40. Im just thankful that I even have my 2 year old. ❤️

If you took the time to read about my story, I really appreciate. ❤️❤️❤️😀