breastfeeding blues

Shonté

my baby will be one on sunday and i’ve been struggling with trying to wean her, i hate the thought of breastfeeding and breastfeeding in the whole. i used to love it but now struggling with ppd and rapid weight loss that comes with being body shamed for being too skinny and not “looking like you used to” the thought of it seems so draining. i used to love breastfeeding and loved the feeling of my baby against my skin now i just want the whole breastfeeding journey to be over with ☹️