Opinions on weed

Anyone smoke weed and breastfeed?

What are honest opinions on it or outcomes from anyone who has done it?

I used to be a heavy smoker but as soon as I found out I was pregnant I stopped and haven’t since, she’s 9 weeks old now. I have severe PPD and don’t wanna be on pills I feel like that’s more dangerous to her to ingest. She only has one kidney so I worry about anything that goes into her system.

Just need some mental relief badly but don’t know if it’s ok.