Struggling with intimacy?

Anyone struggling with intimacy? I don’t even want to be looked at or touched lol my husband gets frustrated but I really don’t want to get intimate. Im almost repulsed at the thought of it. With everything I’m doing and hormones still crazy, I just can’t bring myself to it. My husband gets frustrated and will go all day without speaking to me (I’m secretly ok with it as long as I’m not being asked for sex lol) I explained to him that with breastfeeding, its even harder to get into that mentality due to hormones that aren’t very libido friendly. He says he understand but will go right back to pressuring me or guilt tripping me. I’m so over it. Any advice?