I have no one to turn to.

My husband and I live separated lives.

We live in separate houses in separate cities. About 2 hours apart, sometimes longer if traffic is bad.

He works nights, sleeps during the day and works on music during his free time.

I stay at home with our toddler. I play with her, I cook and I clean. I don't have a car so I never go further than I can walk.

My husband is only here 1 full day a week. When he's not here he gets caught up in his days and we seldom get a chance to talk much. I know he is not cheating, this is not that type of post. The lack of communication is becoming stiffening though. I opened up to him about it. We barely converse. Even when he is here. I am not able to talk about anything without an argument arising. So I sometimes just don't bother. We have had a lot of things happen this past year. Stressful things and heartbreaking things and I have no one to talk to. My mom is cynical about relationships and I have no friends to vent to.

I would try marriage counseling but we do not have that time. I don't know how to fix my marriage and I'm lonely. I told him such but and he seemed like he listened but nothing is changing...