more nervous about labor the second time around?

so I'm much more anxious about birth this time but I'm not sure why. my daughter came with no problems. water broke, I did need pitocin and it took from 5am til 8:45pm to have her, but overall the experience was fine. postpartum was fine. I don't really understand why I'm so anxious!

I don't know if maybe I'm actually nervous about having a newborn and a 16 month old. it just seems like almost every time I see a post about labor or think about it, it makes me feel like I have to faint. sometimes I can think about it without a problem and I'm kind of excited.

I just didn't know if this was normal and if anyone else experienced this?