I made a post about my pervert dad saying stuff about my step sister a while ago…I haven’t called him and he is still blocked. It’s just so much that was revealed that day and I’ve been holding it in since that day…I’m starting to cry again a lot more frequently…I’m confused and hurt still. My dad really turned a blind eye to me being raped by my brother…told everyone I was willingly having sex with him…he knew for over a year that I was being raped my sister told him…and I’m just really hurt about it…I keep thinking about how he failed me and how I have nobody to turn to anymore…I blocked my mom and I just don’t want to talk to any of my family about this…I have a therapist but it’s not getting any better right now…I’ve always felt alone and out of place but I feel even more down since I’m pregnant and no one there to give me baby showers and such…I’m just down about a lot right now…my mom being a crack addict…I’m just tired of living this life…I out of all people really do need someone there for me…it’s like I have my arms open and no one to hug me…my husband hugs me and stuff but I just feel cold and I can’t expect it to all come from him…just venting y’all have a great day…