Cheating fiancé

Rebecca

So I am currently 20 weeks pregnant with my second child a baby girl. I currently have an 18 month old son. So you can see my life is very hectic already. Well a week ago I found out my fiancé has been cheating on me with a girl he works with. My fiancé and I have been together for 9 years ever since high school. We literally were eachothers best friends and did everything together. Well finding out he cheated I kicked him out and have allowed him to see my son on days he is off early or Sundays. I am completely broken to the point I can’t even eat or drink anything. He has said he is sorry and asked to go to therapy with me but I just don’t even think it’s worth fixing. 😞