Possibly lost my baby idk what to do. Looking to the GLow family .

I paying for hope. It seem so Impossible that I could be losing my baby after waiting 4 years but it looks like that is the possibility after the ED visit today.

I started bleeding late morning the bleeding did not stop. With some moderate craps and pressure. They ran test, ultrasound, checked for RH factor.

My HCG levels are only 85. The dr is worried that I had lost baby a Charlie. I named even though there life was short I loved them for so long this breaks my heart.

Anyways, they could no find Charlie on the ultrasound. Dr reported I was not bleeding that heavy for a miscarriage also.

The dr is unsure whether I miscarried or if the pregnancy is a lot earlier than estimated. I have been recommended to act as him my body is “still” pregnant and rest. I’m on struck restriction already no sex, or working or heavy house hold activity. Also I am not allowed to drive as well and I work in social worker. Mostly due to all my medication changes and due to disability.

I am to treat Charlie delicately the a small very small chance baby could be there and we don’t know .

The only people that know are my mom, husband and best friend. I don’t feel telling my 6 and 10 year old would be okay how would they deal with this loss. What about the rest of my family was going to be a Christmas surprise.