Hello

I’m a new mom my baby is a month old already and it’s been a challenge but a blessing, I am a military spouse and my fiancé is away in Japan. We are not married yet so I wasn’t able to go with him, so far I’ve been doing this on my own which has been emotional, I feel jealous in a way because I have my daughter and he has all the freedom. Anyone else going through this or has gone through this? I just miss him and after having my baby I’ve become super jealous (which I was never before) and super insecure and just more afraid of things not going right now that the baby is born. It’s been hard I pray on it and I try to think positive and keep in faith but it’s been super hard and I’ve just been super emotional about it all.