6 weeks left

I am 6 weeks away from due date and i feel like I am the worst mom my toddler does everything to drive me nuts. My nerves are shot my fuses are blown and I'm overwhelmed. Please tell me I'm not the only one.... I want a day to myself no kid no dog no husband but I swear between high risk appointments and the holidays I can't catch a break.... Someone reassure me I will push through. Sorry i needed somewhere to vent since my husband thinks I'm being dramatic.....