My current situation

Broken hearted and laying in my bed, my children are soundly sleeping and I'm sobbing quietly into my pillow.

The tears won't stop and my eyes are stinging. I hold it together around my children but when they're in bed I'm all alone and it comes out. Breakups are so hard, I've never experienced one like this before, so many things were unresolved but could have been. He just didn't want to, he found someone else. I'm not good enough, never will be. I need some kind of therapy but I don't want to face people, I want to hide away forever.

I only ever wanted to be loved, I'll never get that