I could rly use some encouragement

Truly thought I was going to be pregnant. I was nearly two full days late!! Never happens. Still too anxious to test bc I’m so used to seeing bfn even when it seems like the real thing.

Got my hopes up so so so high

Last night I got AF. 😞

I literally sobbed. I was so sad.

TTC for over a year now. It took me 15m with my last child

Why does it take me so long?????

Why can’t I have hope? Every time I do I get crushed.

I hate this feeling of emptiness. The moment I see Af I feel sk empty inside.

I always always wanted my kids to be close in age now it seems like a 2.5-3yr age gap will be my only hope.

Im doing everything right? Maybe I need to eat better. Maybe I need to be less stressed. How can I be perfect?

😔