Finally feels realšŸ˜

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Iā€™m 13w2d and I finally feel like this is really happening! Iā€™ve been afraid to be fully excited about being pregnant and still am nervous for loss and complications (thanks to my high risk specialist) but my regular obg definitely gave me a great talk and appointment this week just I time for Christmas šŸ’š I havenā€™t felt like I could fully believe Iā€™m going to have a baby and even though there are still risks I feel much more confident. I did out next week babyā€™s gender but honestly donā€™t have a preference either way. I hope for a healthy baby and for us to both make it through childbirthšŸ¤žšŸ¼ā™„ļø I just wanted to share somewhere as I havenā€™t told anyone Iā€™m pregnant and feeling this sense of calm and relief is amazing! I hope everyone is feeling the magic excitement and happiness toošŸ„° when I saw my little one this week they were sucking their thumb then they stopped, looked at me and waved (heart melted instantly of course and I teared up) then went back to sucking their thumb. Of course the had to also moon me but was a very cooperative baby for the needed scans this weekšŸ˜ I know Iā€™m not the only mama thatā€™s felt this way and am so appreciative of the love and support Iā€™ve seen on herešŸ’œ happy holidays everyone from me and the eggroll šŸ˜˜