Recently things have been pretty rough for me. This isn’t even the beginning of everything but here’s some of it so me and my babies father broke up because I caught him cheating I wanted to leave him but he kept making threats like he would kill me,choking me, pulling me around, holding me down , threatening to shoot at my car (he really just shot in the air though), and punching walls. Just to get out of the situation and get to my gma’s I had to pretend to act like I would stay with him later on that night when I knew my baby was safe I told him I wasn’t going to stay in the relationship with him. He proceeds to yell saying coparenting doesn’t work and etc and that he’s sorry and loves me but I proceeded to say I still didn’t want him he then proceeded to go back in my gma house (where my baby was at) and try to take him my baby was 3 months he was pulling on him my baby could of got sbs from that. His mom asked him why he did all of that and he says because he feels like he is losing his mind .But that was early December now it’s late December and he is saying I’m keeping him away from our baby which I haven’t but from this experience I have closed certain things like him keeping our baby by himself . I haven’t allowed my baby to spend the night anywhere yet because of his age so that’s definitely out the question. I been trying to do supervised visits in a public area so I won’t have to be alone with him risking my safety. But, he doesn’t want to do it because he would have to sit in front of my face but if anything it should be me not wanting to see him but I’m trying to make a way for him to see our child. Also, I filed child support on him because he doesn’t help me with him but he says he isn’t going to help because he can’t keep him over night on weekends but I have already said if he talks to a professional therapist or someone and it helps then me and him can talk about him getting our son overnight. But he claims he isn’t crazy but he makes it out as if he is even his own mom suggested he get therapy. I have been dealing with this since I was pregnant the threats and everything. He even wished death upon my son when he was still inside me . I just don’t know what to do anymore I don’t know if I’m making the right decisions I’m only 19. I’m just tired of everything to be real it shouldn’t be like this all the time . UPDATE: I made this a few days ago but since he still doesn’t want to do supervised visits and his mom who even said he needed the therapy is now enabling him basically saying I’m the problem when in reality it’s her child who is the problem saying he just has a few problems and that he needs to be with his child even though I never said he couldn’t be with him just that he needs to seek help before he goes to stay the night or a few hours. So I have blocked all them now and awaiting the child support hearing. Any Advice or anything please I want my child to be involved with his father but I don’t want to risk something happening to my baby because when I was pregnant he wished death upon my child and also threatened to take him from me.