Baby Boy due March

Hi I’m 30 weeks pregnant with my baby boy and currently don’t have any of the essential items I need for when he gets here except the big items I have left over from my daughter a few years back. My family won’t be throwing me a baby shower since this is my second however I still feel like I have so many things he needs that I don’t have like diapers, clothes, etc. This has been a tough pregnancy for me. Creating a list gave me a little bit of excitement and something to look forward to but lately I’ve been pretty down about everything. I’m so ready to have him and done with the pregnancy symptoms and hormones. :(