Such a weird feeling. I don’t really know how to be a support to my mom- her sister. Besides hugging her and listening to her. Agreeing with her sadness. We’ve lost a lot or family the past 3 years but never found anyone dead. We were banging on her doors and windows, her dog was barking frantically, we kept calling her phone and just yelling for her. She lived in a 12ft x 12ft RV trailer.. we just kept knocking but a part of me feels like we knew she was gone the moment we decided to drive up to check in on her.

And that’s just it. We’ll never hear anything again, never see her again, never get answers.. life is crazy.