Don’t feel close to my husband

So I know I’m emotional as anything right now I’m almost 38 weeks pregnant, but I just don’t feel close with my husband right now. To the point where I just asked him if he could help me do a perineal massage and he said he didn’t feel comfortable and I just lost it, like burst into tears. I don’t care a whole lot about that specific thing but like…I want to do a natural birth and he’s going to be the only support person I have. I can’t communicate without crying. I wish he would at least put some effort into looking these things up and trying to understand what I need from him right now. We don’t even hangout right now. Now I’m just in bed crying 😔