Dr appointment

Found out I was expecting on Christmas day....made appointment following week for the 19th of January (cant go me and daughter have colds).....

Next available appointment is in another month....

I just want to confirm my pregnancy to shut my brain off.... but no not possible...

She was the only doctor accepting new patients....

Now I dont know what to do and I'm frustrated, sick and sad...

Its been nearly 6 years since last pregnancy and I feel like a noob all over again...

Sorry for the long post just needed to vent a little