It’s been like this the last few weeks honestly, I just want my husband around all the time. I work from home and we live far away from friends and family so a lot of my time is me just in the house anyway. Which I’m an introvert so it never bothers me. But lately I just want my husband around 24/7, and not in a controlling way, but I just feel better when he’s here and get kind of anxious when he leaves. He’s been working 24 on 24 off for the last few months and the 24 on absolutely has been draining me emotionally. His work is really busy so the only time we really get to talk during that time is during his rest period which he usually tries to nap during so I don’t like to bother him. I just don’t know why I suddenly feel so clingy, he doesn’t mind because he enjoys affection, but he also doesn’t see how I’m pretty emotional when he’s not home.

We’ve also spent a lot of time apart in the past, basically went a year long distance without seeing eachother due to his job during Covid. So us not seeing eachother as much has never been an issue for me. Until now. I try to stay busy when I get done with work, I’ll read or call a family member or something but idk