Need to vent - Missing my baby 💔

I lost my little girl at 26 weeks in December and the pain is unbearable at times. I miss her so much and sometimes it just feels like I’m never going to get out of this hole I’m in. Some days are better than others, but when I have a bad day, it’s really bad. Im completely heartbroken and not sure how I will ever feel better. When I think of her I just get knots in my stomach because I know I will never get her back.

She was due in March, and knowing that I would’ve been so close to having my baby girl full term kills me.

All you momma’s who have had a smooth pregnancy and a healthy baby are so lucky.. I would do absolutely anything in this world to have my baby back. 💔😞