I’m a ftm here so I’ve never had this kind of love before like the love I now have with my little baby boy 💙 I can’t help but look down at him while I’m rocking him to sleep and look at his beautiful face and features and still so tiny. Sometimes he smiles at me right before closing his eyes 😭 But he’s grown so much and now he’s 4 months old already and it makes me so sad 😞 time is flying by and he learns something new everyday it’s crazy. I’m so afraid of getting older and missing these times it breaks my heart thinking about it. I find myself almost crying while looking at him and I just appreciate these times. Anyway I felt I had to share lol I’m such a sap sometimes