Hello

Well I don’t know where I should start we are trying to have a baby since 9 years

Going to doctor and running test

We find put that my partner has azoospermia. His tests and everything is normal but they do not know why there isn’t any sperms!

We did TESE (testis and examining the tubules for the presence of sperm) nothing came out zero sperms 💔

Pathology results still running

He told me that it’s my choice if I want leave him and he won’t be selfish and ask me to stay since he can’t have children.

My heart is broken , but I couldn’t cry 💔

I love him and can’t imagine my life without him.

My mind is messed up a lot. A lot of questions in my head. I can’t concentrate on anything. I became quieter person and the big problem I going back to work on Sunday with all this mess.

How can I retrieve myself?