After my first child it was difficult to get pregnant again. But When we found out we were having twins, one of my options was to terminate the pregnancy. I always said I wanted 1-2max. My first year with my high need baby was really hard on me. I’m now 24 weeks along and I try to talk myself that I’m going to be fine postpartum but I’m afraid, afraid of PPD and with 3 kids going to sink deep. Anyone feeling the anxiety ? Am I being ungrateful?