Broken hearted

M

My life has recently been pulled out from under my feet. I have been in a relationship for the past 4 years and recently I found messages that my boyfriend was sending to his long term ex girlfriend. This ex girlfriend has inflicted so much trauma that i have nurtured him from. I come to find out through his family that he had bought me a ring and was planning a proposal. … and then this happened.

I’m broken hearted, i don’t know how to feel right now, i can’t bear the pain.

i need reassurance and motivation ladies.

i gave this man my all, my whole attention and all of me.