Is prenatal depression a thing?

Because if it is I have it. I’m 13 weeks and I just want to die. I feel like I’m a failure as a mom, a wife, an employee, everything. Absolutely nothing is going right and I honestly just want to die. I don’t want to be a mom anymore, I don’t want want to be a wife anymore, I just want it to be over. I’m tired of failing everyone around me.