What to do in this heartbreaking situation 💔 he doesn’t want to divorce but I told him I do he doesn’t want to move out or sleep in guest room it’s like if you just reject me why do you want to keep sleeping with me?

I’m in a marriage that ruined my life so we got married we have been married for years I been unhappy in this marriage and cried myself to self during years already. So even on the wedding night he didn’t want to touch me and sometimes in public he didn’t want me to hug him or grab his hand he just walk off at the start it was all different so different he hasn’t satisfied me in years just goes to sleep he is not cheating but I feel like I’m not loved by my husband in years I’ve gotten to feel resentment towards him. We got married but live with my grandmother I told him I no longer want to sleep with him and to buy a bed and sleep in the guest room. He has a better job then me and he hasn’t moved out and doesn’t want to sleep in other room. It’s heartbreaking really hurts sometimes I cry the whole day and night about this because I was really exited to marry him. I’m 22 he is 25 I’ve told him I hate him. He just doesn’t want to leave my room like at least go sleep to the other room if you don’t want to touch me like please at least leave me alone and don’t want to stay in the bedroom just for your own comfort. I can’t be more years with this man doesn’t satisfy me and is selfish years ago I tried to fix it thousand of times with nothing working. I told him to give me the wedding rings to sell them he also refuses they weren’t so expensive and when we got married he still didn’t have a job so those rings weren’t bought by him I was doing his immigration papers so he couldn’t work at that time. My dream was to get married but now he ruined my right to feel pleasure I feel like my need as a women to be satisfied was ripped away from me since I married him I feel like I signed that paper to be unsatisfied feels like I’m an incomplete women we no longer have sex so I don’t want to sleep with him anymore and recently have been seeing someone who does everything my husband never did in years in bed.