I am in a bit of a pickle…. lol. So I was dating a guy before I met my son’s father. We tried to conceive, loved each other deeply, but for some reason we could not get pregnant and due to us not seeing eye to eye in the relationship.. we called it quits.

I met my son’s father and we dated and I thought he wanted the same things as me. A family, a kids, to be married, etc. He lied. I got pregnant and we broke up when my son was 2 months old. My son is almost 1 YEARS OLD now.

His dad and I are still broken up not even getting back together.

So the guy returns that I was with before I met my son’s dad. Feelings are there still from me and him. He wants to forget the past and start a family with me and is willing to accept my son that I have now and wants a new baby by me.

My C Section was rough, healing was rough, and I have anxiety still from having my c section and my son’s dad not being there for me as much as I thought he would. I’m scared of having another kid, Not married, another c section, and the fear of the dad not keeping his end of the bargain emotionally and mentally….

but i’m tired of overthinking and caring about what people think about me.. WHAT SHOULD I DO? I really love this man and I don’t mind another kid. I’m just scared.