FTM with a 10wk old — feeling so anxious I could cry

I’m a FTM with a 10wk old and there’s sooo much running through my head I think my brain is going to burst. If you have any advice on the following, or just words of encouragement, I’d love to hear them!

- LO starts physical therapy for torticolis. Really hoping it helps his neck so he won’t have to wear a correcting helmet. If he does, I’ll feel so guilty

- he just started sleeping through the night (not entirely…9pm-4am) and the thought of the upcoming sleep regression makes me want to cry because the feeling of exhaustion all over again scares me

- I’m letting him watch Sesame Street and hey bear while I get the house together in the mornings. I know I shouldn’t let him watch tv yet

- flu, cold, rsv, Covid…all of it! How do I keep him safe

- Right when I got his milk rash on his neck under control, he’s getting a drool rash on his chin

- going out with him is so hard. Major stress

- he’s always congested. I run the humidifier, use a nasal aspirator, installed leg risers on his bassinet…nothing helps. Boogie central

This is just the stuff I can think of at the moment. Motherhood is wild.