Really missing pre-baby life

My LO is 11 weeks old and I thought I’d fully love this life by now but I don’t. I miss my pre-baby life so much it brings me to tears.

I really miss the simple things like coming home at the end of the day and plopping on the couch and watching TV. I miss doing things with my husband like grabbing breakfast and coffee on the weekends. I miss my hobbies. Life feels so different now and I feel guilty for feeling this because this pregnancy was planned and I didn’t expect to feel this way.

It makes me really sad. I don’t think I’ve had one day yet where I felt happy about our decision to start a family.

*just here to vent 😔