My first pregnancy ended in a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks. I then had my rainbow baby a couple years later. That was with my ex. My fiancé and I have been actively trying since July not really doing anything crazy and just letting it be. I figured it would happen eventually. A few weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. Now the timing for this to happen was very unfortunate to begin with due to some very serious stressful life circumstances…my fiancé cannot even be here physically for me right now. He is away…(not going into details on that) anyways, my hcg never doubled only rose twice and then dropped by 30 points. It’s always been low too. They did an ultrasound and didn’t see anything in my tubes so probably not an ectopic. Today I started spotting and now I’m lightly bleeding. I’m heartbroken. At this point, I’m praying it’s not an ectopic and I can just have a natural miscarriage but how does one even know? It’s just too much to handle. I feel so alone and I miss my fiancé 😔