Here is Ryan I’m sure some of you have seen and congratulated on his birth. Well we are 40 weeks this Thursday and still in the nicu! I feel like I’m losing it mentally and emotionally. My husband and I have been fighting constantly. I haven’t been able to sleep much. I can’t eat without vomiting or feeling nauseous. My body is soo fatigued my milk supply has decreased. It feels like we’re going to be here forever. We’re two steps forward, one step back. One minute we’re going home in 3 days the next we’re gonna be here for another week or two. We’ve been here since the beginning of November. I just want our baby home.