Seriously annoyed!
Why is he doing this?!!!! He broke up with, he blocked me and I blocked him back I haven’t spoken to him because it is done and I have nothing to say to him I am moving on and getting on with my life. I am healing what I need to heal, it’s been a long year with this person, nothing but “relationships put a strain on me” “I don’t want a relationship” “I’m not really good at relationships” “I don’t want to be in a relationship” “we don’t have to break up, I’m just focusing on me” “we are friends” “you’re a valuable friend to me” convincing himself he’s my friend or can be my friend but can’t even be a decent person towards me because of how he acts, treats me n lacks decent levels of respect for me, that’s why I blocked him because I don’t want someone like that in my life. Anyway, this is why I am annoyed and I’d like to know why he’s doing this, not because I wanna talk to him but kind of an understanding (that’s how I am, I like learning and understanding on behaviour) to me he’s playing games but to someone else it may be different, that’s why I’m asking. So, on Spotify we have separate accounts but he made a playlist and added me onto it the playlist is called “new love” when we was together we put songs in there that reminded us of each other, songs that represented love, the love we felt etc you get the gist, since I’ve blocked him off everything literally everything, even email. he clearly can’t get in contact with me (well he can, because I don’t actually have his calling number, we communicated through WhatsApp which was his old number not his calling number, when I was blocked we communicated threw email) back to what I’m saying, the other day I went onto that playlist because I was having a music night on YouTube, there was songs on spotify that I forgot the names of and wanted to listen to on YouTube. I noticed 4 new songs were added, Okkkkkkk. I check them out now the songs are a little, what would you call it.. confusing. So I listened to them, didn’t batter an eyelid. The next day I went back on it to listen to some songs, the songs were rearranged. Okkkkkkk. Didn’t pay no mind. One night I listened to the songs he posted on there, by the next morning 2 songs were taken out n 2 different songs were posted in the playlist. I’m annoyed because the words to the songs do not match his actions, the songs are pointless to be posting. In my mind I’m thinking you’re clearly trying to get my attention for me to reach out to you like I would normally but I haven’t. One song that has triggered me the most is, Pretenders - I’ll stand by you, how dare he even post that song with those type of lyrics when he was the one that hurt me n didn’t stand by me when I needed him. That is why I’m annoyed, so my question is ‘why is he doing this, the posting of those types of songs when he broke up with me’
Ps no disrespect I don’t want to be hearing who cares get over it, move on etc I am already doing just that, it’s a question because I hate games and I’d kinda like for you women to give me your opinions were I’m not making things up in my own head as to why
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