I understand but still feel hurt

So me and my partner were due to get married last year but I found out he had been lying about some things and decided to postpone the wedding . Today I said to him about looking into rebooking our wedding and he said he wants to work on us more first which I totally get in terms of neither one of us wants to get married and end in divorce but I'm kinda pissed at the same time. He is the one who did wrong in our relationship and I've worked on moving forward from it and forgiving him and I'm now at a place I feel were completely good again and now he doesn't want to look into marriage anymore it makes me feel like because he was found out with what he did that he's shut his feelings off for me and I'm no longer what he wants 🤷 I know I'm probably over thinking this but we've gone from having a wedding booked to him not wanting to rebook it