I hate this pregnancy and that I’m having another kid…

So I only have 10 weeks left til my due date and I haven’t bought this baby anything. I was supposed to change the guest bedroom into a nursery but now Idc anymore, I’ll probably put the crib in my room and then move to the guest bedroom if I can’t sleep with the baby making noises.. ANYWAY….

When was the latest you got things ready for a baby?

When should I make my hospital bag?

Everything I have for baby is used stuff from my son… I just need some bottles, bathtub and diapers. Probably a swing, a snuggle me pillow and another baby monitor maybe… so its not a lot.

I just have zero energy and wish I could take it all back 😔 this kid dont even have a name yet..

ps: yes i take meds, do therapy blah blah blah so dont try to diagnose me. Thanks

NOOOO I WONT DO ADOPTION damn it. I cant!!! My husband wants the child and I love my husband and my son so i wont divorce him either. Good lord u guys are so stupid with these “advices” that seem SO SIMPLE WHEN ITS NOT!!!!! Just answer the damn question! I have no interest in knowing what u think I should do with my child.

— YES @Jess thank you! EXACTLY

** THANK YOU so much for the supportive ladies that are actually answering me and not judging. It’s already hard enough to be in this situation and then get told I’m a awful person because almost nobody can relate to my feelings… I didn’t choose to feel this way. Who would choose this?! So thank you if you came here with support instead of hate! **