Question

So I heard people can get postpartum depression.

And I was wondering if this could be it.

I delivered my baby girl yesterday, she is so small and chubby😊🥰I love just looking at her and she just stares at me right back.

But like my boyfriend just gets mad at me.

He got an attuide with me because I was taking long to dress her. I got her one arm in and both of her legs and her last arm was hard to get in, I'm scared to hurt her because how small she is. And he tells me I have to learn how to dress her. Like yeah I know but it's not gonna be instantly, I'm just scared. Like he knows what to do. He has 2 boys, he been through this before. She is my first child, I am a first time mom.

Then he makes her stop crying right away as soon as he hears her whimper or starts to cry. The nurse seen that and said not to do that, let her cry for a min so she can get her vocals stronger and learn how to smooth her self down but just don't let her cry for like 3 or more minutes. So I did what the nurse said and what happens?? He gets mad at me and gives me an attuide.

Tried wiping her poop off my hand and she started to whimper ge got an attuide with me because I didn't pick her up right away.

Nurse called me to tell me they will be getting her soon for some test and the phone dropped when I tried putting it back. And he said you could've just gotten up to put it back your jot paralyzed. Like yeah I know but I'm very sore. It hurts the most trying to get out of the bed. And he just had and attuide with me.

Like all of that is just making me feel sad........like I'm trying here. This is all new to me and he is getting attuide with me. Like I'm starting to feel like he thinks I'm a bad mom or something.

And I don't if this is postpartum depression. Is it??