I’m a mom of 3 all close to age. My baby is 11 months and oldest is 5 after I had my baby I detached myself from everyone I wanted to be alone. As time passed by I have been feeling alone I have cried so many times while being alone. Theirs times I think of not being here anymore the only thing stopping me are my kids. I hate how my body looks I hate how I can’t fit into clothes anymore no matter how many times I tried to do better I end up giving up . I hate myself. 💔 the stress the anxiety the tears, overthinking being depressed it all gets to me. I never thought of having it but I came to realize I’m falling into depression idk what to do