Feeling discouraged

I usually have a very regular 28 day cycle. Last month was 35 days but there was significant emotional stress so idk if that’s why(?) or what… we’ve been trying for over a year. It took 6 years and 6 miscarriages before I had my daughter. I’ve never done ovulation sticks because I felt like I could track my body/symptoms and cm pretty well. But now… doing this… and with all our struggles, I’m wondering if I’m even ovulating at all. Has anyone else NOT ovulated but kept regular “cycles”? On a 30 day predicted cycle, ovulation is suppose to happen tomorrow-ish, but the lines are getting more faint. 😫 (and also, CD12 😂 apparently dehydrated - gross 😆)