Bad idea? Advice?

Ok honestly i feel like it is but i don't want to go for the reasons you think.

So I'm talking to this guy. And we're good friends. And we've done a lot of more than friends things together. we like eachother.

But he's moving to another state and he's asked me to go with him. I'm 18 and honestly i know i know. It sounds stupid because honestly I'm doing the whole "move away with your bf to another state away from your family" thing. Yes, it is stupid.

But honestly i want to go because i feel so lost in life. It's like I'm young and i want to take that risk of moving somewhere else and seeing what else there is out there.

Yea it would be a perk moving with him, but idk i feel so stuck where I'm at right now. Like I'm unhappy at my job, I'm barely making any money. and he's more of my best friend so i spend a lot of time with him. When he leaves, i have like 2 friends but i don't really spend time with them like that.

It would be super hard leaving my sister and mom behind because honestly i do work hard to take care of them but i know it sounds bad, but i want to be selfish for once. I want to live my life away from home.

Idk i guess i just want to go because i want a change in my life. I have no car so i settled for working at a place by my house but i feel like i keep limiting myself. Idk i just really do need a change so idk if I'm actually thinking rationally.

Of course over there i would get a job but idk. Any advice? Please don't be rude y'all, i actually do need help ):