Feelings of Isolation?

Just went for my <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> consult today. I have gone through 4 unsuccessful IUls. Although going through the process with my partner, I have the feelings of isolation, I think it's because it's actually MY body going through everything and I tell him no disrespect but I feel alone, I feel ashamed, I feel like this isn't fair. I tried to speak with a therapist but I feel like all they tell me to do is pick a hobby up Is anyone else going through these emotions? Thank you ♥️