I don’t know what should i identify as??

rose

So i born as a female but i m not a girl and i used to identify as trans men but now i m not sure. I realy like wearing make up and fashion. I do know it doesn’t about the gender identity but i still feel like an imposter calling myself a boy while dressing and looking like a “girl”😒. Plus i m scared to get a transion surgery but i do have gender dysphoira